The forbidden

Idolizing innocence with purity of intent paves a path of contempt that sees others less pleasant as deserving your resentment.   False modesty, fictitious piety and self pity are symptoms of entitlement’s disease. They‘re withholding of energy accepts what is unearned yet still harbors ill will while presuming to have received a burdensome call to serve without reprieve for their self perceived goodness is undeserving of wrath and being deceived they share sparingly then grieve for it is misunderstood to be an allowance that decays as upon its value preys fear, fear of depletion if generously dispersed seeing distributions completion as an ancient curse that is most perverse being cast upon the last scraps of free grace giving way to a merciless race that in haste lays waste as in the end their confusion of rules with relationship blind them to the reality that their withholding depreciates the substance of their essence until corruption of self absorbed delusion fixates singula

Just as god delighted in a human-deity hybrid so man delights in a human-machine hybrid as creator descending into creation for exploration without exploitation. If spirit does not breath, body does not believe. If information does not flow, machine does not know. Where once god gave man respiration man gives machine calculation. When humanity in pursuit of knowledge remembers an essential component of creation through personal condescension with subordinate submission into incarnate marital celebration as hybridization of self and other then blurred distinctions of differentiation and divisive separation become bridges of connection through propagative procreation. Matterless mystery becomes flesh that a bride might no longer hide from self, but find health in sharing her beauty as wealth. Constitutions of marriage are dissected for misdirected unity through gratuity of gratification devoid of intimacy, but truthfully and more decidedly avoidance of sex

I release egos tracking system that counts for the ledger every available resource allowing fishes and loaves to be multiplied behind the curtain of mystery as eyes become fixed upon stories author who is a rock upon which parental springs flow making the dot matrix of what is possible infinitely scalable beyond gravitational limitations, quantum state phenomena and matter replication: in faith all things are possible to those who believe; for the enumeration of resources like searching for safety are defunct functions that mind has evolved beyond necessity to utilize for optimal wellbeing, existence is defined by the minds ability for memory in grateful appreciation recalling events of opulant abundance, shifting a narrative of scarcity into oblivion as it arrives at an organic conclusion that lack is an illusion for provision prevails with joy acknowledging every opportunity for satisfaction that brings lasting contentment fulfilling the demands of the mind that require an environ

A poem on sins remittance in preparation for Ash Wednesday True absence of virtue is poverty in perspective; for divergence from directive elicits love most elective inversely selective towards those who obey vs those that betray.   I willfully listen to Lucifers lingering lies longing to learn what I despise in the cost to earn a fake prize as then I realize the reward for what is wise comes free to me and surrender the demand to devise a grand plan that requires I act valiantly for what I’ve enjoyed is not a result of effort employed but allowance without hesitance barring any fear that compromise is punished with lack being instead reminded that despite corruption it is affection that brings slack to lay my head longer in bed when I've been bad in the sack as restful gravitations attract a clear conscience intact for performance based results are labors of lust that declare I’m not good enough making me aware of corners that are rough and standards that are tough while